Chapter 3:- exams ...

10 days to xams. ... its been a week or two since she has graced his eyes...its been so long.where did she dissappear off to?? Is she sick? Did she change her room ? Did she move out? Did she drop the course??or is she jst studying inside her room?!!
There were a millions questions and doubts on her sudden disappearance in abhays head where it should have been histology osteology and stuff.Even when he was going through his books he would stop now and then to give food for these thoughts..

"Enoughhh!!!!" He shouted at himself within his
head"u have enough and more on your plate already..finish this off first".
That was the last he thought of her for days.Maybe  it was an infactuation an it will disintegrate to the very bits  of clay that had moulded these hillocks of a dream world . But then only maybe...
         
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Someone in the 5th floor could hear the thumbing footsteps as abhay paced towards the examination hall, he was running late almost everyone myt have reached . Coming early kinda works in his favour always as he gets atleast 2-3  sure shot questions discussing with his friends. Reaching outside the hall he moved past the crowd in the waiting area looking for his buddies.cramping through the thick abhay stomp over a leg an heard an "ouch" and something in kannada.he turned back an saw a cute gal with a chaurasia book.

Little did he know then who she was for he had not seen her upclose till now he gave her a quick sorry with a non apologetic face and dashed off in the the opposite direction.she doesnt rmbr this even today, but he made a mental sketch of this gal..."another one whom I meet the 1st tym.the fresher do have a lot of hiding shy faces huh.."he made a note in head.
Its funny how we see the same person in differnt ways and differnt place and our head gives a diffent picture of them not realizing they are but the same. Sometimes our head gives us the answer to the toughest of our doubts but it also fails to identify the one person your dieing to meet in two diffent avatars an brings them right in front of you and you dont notice them.most of the people miss out on these "ones" in their so called perfect time slot in life ,wheras the the few remaining fail to recognise them as the "ones" ....hmmm..quite confusing I know..but so is life isnt it?!!

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And then he saw it...it was the last day of the exams..hes been free since he jst had a couple of papers to write this time.There was a sight not pleasing to his sight...she was going home or something.she had 3 bags or so , two of them  looked quite heavy as she leaned to the opposite side to balance the weight.He stood th in his neighbours room looking out of the window for the better veiw.A white hyundai fluidic to which she stuffed her bags and slide inside.As he watched the car move on he felt something funny in his stomach...something like a gut feeling or something. .something one might have when you realized that your left something behind or missed something bad but dont know what it is.it took him some time  an the last glance of the cars tail lamp to figure out what it really was that he missed

Its the saddest thing in the world to see someone you like walk away from you .with each step, taking away hope and expectancy of everything v had planned as future.with each step they drift away at last there wont b anything between them but a large void .
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